Well last night&afternoon turned out like crap.

I caught a semi-cold from my brother yesterday so I couldn't sleep. my voice was hurting, and had a major stuffy nose. But it got better this morning but my nose still hurt :/

This afternoon couldn't even be better -_- (sarcasm)

*this is just a rant. Just wanted to post it here since people barely read my journals anyways and no one in sense of friends look at this site since they probably don't know it exists. Kate don't hate :l



So today was yet again a tennis day. Pretty hot but drills were fine. Actually practiced serving today which I thought I would do horrible, but it turned out fine. and LOL. During warm-ups, we faked a 2-figure 8 run which is where you, obviously run a figure 8 using 2 whole tennis courts. But it ended up we ran after practice 3 times running in an E on half a court. We did the usually drills today but what made it seem crappy was the ranking for who's playing in games came out. Top 3 was no surprise but doubles, definitely was. Joyce and Fergie were ranked 2nd doubles when I thought they would at least deserve to be 1st. It ended up Bel and Kim was 1st doubles with Me and el friend-o Clare as 3rd. I'm not being a hater or anything, just being mad So when I heard that kim was bel's partner, I was very confused since I never seen her at practice. Apparently, the only time she went to practice was when I was gone for a week due to being in SF, Marching band retreat, and forced to go with my family to see my brother's college and after eating at Viejas. I find it unfair that she was ranked in 1st doubles when she didn't even go on the first day, didn't even come back this week. Only practiced that one week. Plus team members are saying she wants to be the wrestling manger for our school so wth. Then when a few people were discussing it, they were trying to find a new partner for her since Kim might not even show since she doesn't even show up to practice. So Choice one: My partner Clare. "hey why not have clare be your partner." -me standing there- "... She's my partner." err okay. "How about Marielle (?)" "alright its decided." Caylene standing next to me "I thought you would be bel's partner." Me: "I did too." ... Pretty much that is why. I just love how I'm not even an OPTION to be a partner for my childhood bestfriend which i've known longer then anyone who was there. Great. Like yeah. Totally have my partner be a potential then some one who is on JV. Great, just great. Totally feeling the love. I have nothing against Clare, but it just hurts knowning I wasn't even an option -_-;;. Terrific. I would say something but they probably think I'm being cocky anyways. Which I don't want to be accused of. So after running, I ended up walking home by myself since I always feel like I'm imposing if I ask people for a ride. And its not like anyone offered anyways. Sigh. Just like last year. Kim always asking to play and she got while I say nothing. I thought I would play it fair and have coach decide who would play.

Like it says, totally being bitter. kthx.